Cuentos para Kati XVII

I see you came back today with your clothes all wet, upset and angry at everything, are you upset with me as well? I am still happy that you are here with me, I could have get wet with you, run under the rain, but maybe just next time.  I see you are upset, I really don't know why, I don't even know where you go when you leave our home but I am happy to see you again.

I see you came back today, with your face all wet, I have see you like that before, that day he was here with us, he said something, I didn't understand what but then your face was wet. Why are you sad? Maybe you can talk to me, though I am not sure I will understand, but I can lick your hand, would that make you happy? I am happy you are here with me, I just want you to be happy too.

I see you came back today and you closed your door, are you upset with me? I try to talk and ask, but I ended up just making noises you don't understand. I just want you to open the door, Are you not hungry? I can't wait that long without food. I can bring you some maybe, but you said I can't open the fridge again, last time you didn't like the food I left on the floor but I wanted to share it with you, I didn't eat it all. Please open the door.

I see you left home today in a hurry, you didn't have your breakfast, it looks so tasty, can I have it? Would you get upset if I take it? You didn't say good bye to me, I miss the "good boy I will see you tonight" but it is OK, maybe you will say it tonight. I don't care anyway, I will just wait by the door.

I see you didn't come back today, the moon is here but you are not, where are you? The neighbor came and said something but I didn't understand, I think he is upset because I was calling you out loud, but I guess he just heard weird noises. Where are you? I miss you. I will keep waiting by the door. 

The cat asked me, how many days are you going to stay by the door slave? So I just said, I love her, I will always wait.

Cuentos para Kati XVI

I have to tell you this my friend, before I forget. Please let me say it and don't interrupt me, it is important. In a few seconds, I won't remember, my memory will fail again. 

God

I have to tell you this my friend, before I forget. Please let me say it and don't interrupt me, it is important. In a few seconds, I won't remember, my memory will fail again, but this is not in my memory, this is in my soul.

Do you know how many times you have repeated the same sentence? Please just tell me ...

I have to tell you this my friend, before I forget ..

Stop please

and don't interrupt me, it is important. In a few seconds, I won't remember, 

Stop it please, what is what you want to tell me?

I try my friend, some part of me remembers, some times, rarely actually, and I know I have to tell you this quickly but I am actually saying it, and you don't understand it.

What don't I understand?

I forget everything

Yes I noticed 

but I learnt something precious from it, from forgetting. Your present might last longer than mine, mine lasts a few seconds, yours maybe a bit more, but you also have to forget and in the future repeat.

Repeat? 

I have to tell you this my friend, before I forget. Please let me say it and don't interrupt me, it is important.

Repeat ? 

Yes, yes, just as I have been repeating. Do the same, do the same you do in the present, the same you do in the present, when you realize there is no past nor future, the same you do in the present, when you accept yourself as you are, when you don't resent what you think, what you have done, when you accept yourself not because of what you want to be, what you wish to be, what you wish to have or to live, but when you accept yourself because of what you are, with the good and the bad, with the fails and the successes, then repeat, repeat the same in your next present. It is a present you know ..

I have to tell you this my friend, before I forget ....